Lots of pictures to share!

Stormy day - Crazy weather around here and tornadoes in Durham (and other places in SW Ontario!). Aunt Margaret & Uncle Tom (and puppies) were safe and sound at their cottage when the tornado hit... and their home is ok too, thankfully!

Day out at the ROM with Aunt Laney - My aunt Lorraine is visiting from Scotland. We went to the ROM with her yesterday and the boys loved it. Me... I was kinda disappointed in it. But still, it was a GREAT day out :)

Kevin has 2 new puppies! Meet Mac & PeeCee (yes, named after "I'm a Mac and I'm a PC"!) They're adorable and I wanted to bring PeeCee home with me ;)

Other random pictures from our Toronto trip.

In other news - Chris got to ride a school bus today and see his "new" school! He was pretty excited and was asking if he was going to "big school, like my big bwufer Woey?"! He was funny, and so very cute! Can't believe its only 2 1/2 weeks till school starts. Yikes!

This weekend was a tough weekend - its not the same without Farley. The kids miss him, we miss him, its too quiet.

I went to a baby shower this weekend for baby Maya. She is the cutest, sweetest little thing, and I got to hold her and feed her and cuddle her for a LONG time :) I was a very happy camper! The boys had a great time, I think everyone had fun - other than it being the hottest day of the year so far :) Here's the pictures, Aunt Patty, I think you can somehow save the album and print the ones that you want. Once again though, seems like I took tons of pics of my boys, so you can ignore those ones!!!

That's it - its late and I'm tired. Goodnight!

Its really quiet. I'm not sure that I like it. We're all avoiding being at home right now... its too quiet, doesn't feel right anymore. Farley is gone. I already miss hearing his "wrow, wrow, wrow" when we come in the door, seeing his big brown eyes mooching food when we were making sandwiches, or any food, in the kitchen. I missed him this morning when I got up and didn't have to let him out. I just miss him being here.

Joey took it really hard. I don't think Chris really understood when we told them what was going on. When he woke up this morning he went looking for his wuffwuff to pet him.... when he didn't find Farley he came to me asking where he was. I explained again how Farley is in heaven now, and Chris asked when he's coming back. It was so hard to explain to him that he's not coming back, that Farley's gone forever. Chris just looked at me with his big blue eyes, so sad, then started crying and saying "me want my wuffwuff come back" over and over again. It was heartbreaking to see him so upset. I don't think we'll ever stop missing Farley. We loved him, and always will. RIP Farley.

Do you ever feel like you're on the verge of hysterics, one little thing is all that it would take to push you over the edge? That's how I'm feeling. Its one thing after another right now, and its all bad stuff. Nothing good. (Except for getting my own office at work, that was nice!). Farley isn't doing well - we've had to make an appointment to have him put to sleep. Its horrible to look at him now, knowing whats going to happen to him on Friday. I just want this week over with.

I've finally realized that I'm an emotional eater. 8 months of hell and 20 lbs, then I finally put two & two together and think "hey, maybe I eat because I'm upset". Its gonna stop. I won't become anorexic or bulemic or anything, I like french fries, candy & chips WAY too much to go that extreme.

Don't feel like typing anymore tonight. Gonna go have some chips.